hopeful we can find a way out of this mess
it all seems so dangerous and absurd
yet we all continue on … necks bent towards the phone
most of us are not paying very close attention are we?
my mama surprised us today
we didn’t know she would be in town
Rick too, I’ve been so nervous for his health
I worry about everyone
I know I can’t do a damn thing to fix anything except my own terrible habits
and even those feel so damn deep that I won’t be able to do it in time.. in time before my death
my husband thinks about death often
I guess I do too
I think about how I could have died so many times
being so completely reckless and selfish
now I do what I can to share how I clawed my way out
“nightswimming” just came on while watching groups of people walk by the big gallery window
“I forgot my shirt at the waters edge, the moon is low tonight”.. he sings
Mary was counting down the minutes on our way to Aunt Dani’s this morning
Words cannot quite express the comfort and satisfaction my whole self feels knowing that my gal is with her grandma and aunt Dani
echos in my heart…
